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Monday, February 27, 2012

Twenty-Five.

My lovely Chicago friends who came out to celebrate! Thank you ladies!

I turned twenty-five while traveling in Australia. I celebrated. It was awesome.

My friends, a little over a week after my return, generously threw me another bash at one of my Chicago favorites. It was also awesome. 

And just what I needed. 

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Confession Time: 
I feel as if I shouldn't complain, considering I've just come home from an amazing trip, but I'm going to do it anyway. My transition back home has been a bit rough. My sleeping patterns are completely out of whack (4 hours of sleep at night, long naps during the day or immediately after work), the figurative off button to my inner monologue is broken, and focus is fleeting. I have not pinpointed the exact causation for this difficult juncture, but it is here occupying my attention for the moment. 

 I know I will find my rhythm again soon. But I cannot resist feeling incredibly impatient, letting my inner critic win. Allowing pessimism and futile thoughts run rampant.

Then again, it maybe good that I am unable to find my old rhythm. What good is a trip to the other side of the world, if it doesn't shake you up a bit?

Today, I leave you with a quote I've been contemplating.

"Life should be lived on the edge of life. You have to exercise rebellion: to refuse to tape yourself to rules, to refuse your own success, to refuse to repeat yourself, to see every day, every year, every idea as a true challenge- and then you are going to live your life on a tightrope."
-Philippe Petit in Man on Wire


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7 comments:

  1. Happy birthday! Glad you had a great trip! And I totally hear you on the whole "off" sleeping schedule and hard time focusing. Though I didn't just get back from Australia... just a lot going on these days :)

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    1. Thanks Melissa! I hope you find your focus again soon too. =)

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    1. Won't rule out the possibility. I will say -- turning twenty-five was the first birthday that made me feel like an adult... weird!!

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  3. Happy birthday! You will find your bearings soon!

    Thank you for the quote you shared. I think I needed to read it today.

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    1. Glad you share my love for this quote! It's a good one =)

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  4. Great post. Great quote. Sometimes it helps to acknowledge, out loud, that you're off balance. Sometimes we just need to look down from the tightrope.

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